I'm losing it...Someone please...Save me from drowning...
5:26 AM.
" Tuesday, January 13, 2009
Hey! Let me tell you now
Ooh, babyTrying to decide, trying to decideIf I really wanna go out tonightI never used to go out without yaNot sure I remember how toGonna be late, gonna be lateBut all my girls gon' have to wait'Cause I don't know if I like my outfitI tried everything in my closetNothing feels right when I'm not with youSick of this dress and these Jimmy Choo'sTaking them off 'cause i feel a foolTrying to dress up when I'm missing youI'ma step out of this lingerieCurl up in a ball with something HanesIn bed I lay, with nothing but your t-shirt on, oohWith nothing but your t-shirt on, heyGotta be strong, gotta be strongBut i'm really hurting now that you're goneI thought maybe I'd do some shoppingBut I couldn't get past the door andNow I don't know, now i don't knowIf I'm even really gon' let you goAnd I couldn't even leave my apartmentI'm stripped down, torn up about itNow nothing feels right when I'm not with you Sick of this dress and these Jimmy Choo'sTaking them off 'cause i feel a foolTrying to dress up when I'm missing youI'ma step out of this lingerieCurl up in a ball with something HanesIn bed I lay, with nothing but your t-shirt on(I'm all by myself with)With nothing but your t-shirt on, oohWith nothing but your t-shirt on('Cause I miss you, 'cause I miss you) With nothing but you t-shirt on
(Said I miss you baby)With nothing but your t-shirt onSaid i got nothing but you t-shirt on('Cause I want to be close to you) With nothing but your t-shirt on(I remember when you would like to see me) With nothing but your t-shirt on
=[I miss you so badly...]=
8:02 PM.
" Thursday, January 8, 2009It doesn't matter how far apart we are nowYou can add up all the miles in betweenIf you take a good look all around nowAll you see is you and meWhen I look at myself in the mirrorI see you standing there smiling at meAnd I'm right back at the beginningLost inside this memoryI won't ever let goAll that I want to hold ontoThat we belong togetherLike the moon and stars of midnightWe'll be strong foreverCuz we belong togetherDoesn't matter how long that it takes youCuz I'll always be right by your sideAnd even when darkness awaits youI'll be there to be your lightIt's a hard lonely roadWhen you're standing outside in the coldI'm hopingThat we belong togetherLike the moon and stars of midnightWe'll be strong foreverCuz we belong togetherSometimes it's hard to learn to let goLife always knows the right moments to show you what you're made ofAnd we belong togetherLike the moon and stars of midnightAnd we belong togetherLike the moon and stars of midnightWe'll be strong foreverCuz we belong together=[Gah. I can't sleep.]=