Time seems to be passing even slower now that it's almost the end of term. Geez~One more week till the end of term. 8 more days till I leave this place. 9 more days till I reach Home. 20 more days till Christmas. I feel like I'm reverting back to my old self. Back to:The 'Me' that I used to dislike. The 'Me' who used to take every criticism badly. The 'Me' who was paranoid and sensitive about everything. The 'Me' who was so quiet, and can't socialise at all. The 'Me' who used to care about what people say and think about her.The 'Me' who feels invisible to the world. I don't want her back.
I want: The 'Me' during my form 4 and form 5 times, who wouldn't worry if she got low grades. The 'Me' who was happy-go-lucky about everything. The 'Me' who had lots of friends because she socialise more. The 'Me' who didn't care about what people say and think about her anymore. The 'Me' who could take negative criticism with a shrug and a smile.The 'Me' who doesn't feel that invisible anymore.GIVE ME MY 'ME' BACK!!!